Little Lamb Me.

Dating sites are the worst, I am not expecting results but I was thinking it doesn't hurt to try and maybe I would at least make a friend, you know a friend who may one day introduced me to another friend and then one day he would fake a leg cramp and....propose? Alright I will come back to earth. I did meet the ex on line so, so, actually I am not sure if that is a positive point or not. Anyway, have you ever had the feeling that someone is looking at you the way a hungry wolf stares at a lamb? I got that today, I received two messages from someone who had absolutely nothing in common with me, when I read his profile it made me feel dirty and not in a good way. I may have grown up in the country but I didn't just fall off the turnip truck. Having been on this site for a week now, sadly I have come to realize it's just the same old, same old. Guys with no pictures..... because they are married, guys my age and older looking for under twenty five, young guys looking for a sugar daddy etc, etc. I received message from young guys that are clearly escorts but also even though I indicated that I'm not into cross dressers, I got hits. Not to be mean but one in particular who makes me think of Alice Cooper in a tight black leather dress that's two sizes too small, I don't think there could be a faster deflation of the below the belt area than seeing that picture. .............................................. In other news, since I no longer have a Santa, I decided to get myself something for Christmas (pathetic I know) and I wanted it to be something just to enjoy, not socks and underwear, which I did actually get myself as well. I decided to get a cd since I haven't bought one in ages. I saw a Coldplay album on sale and since I keep hearing that gay men love Coldplay I figured might as well be part of the herd. I thought I was getting the latest, because it was marked "latest album" but turns out it's the second last one, Ghost Stories, actually I didn't like it that much. What did happen though when I was buying the CD, I saw the album Native by One Republic on sale as well, since I wanted to try their music also, I bought it. I love it, I haven't enjoyed a cd this much in years, I'm listening to it now, that's why I'm doing this music review lol. Could be writing this also because I have heavier posts I want to write and I wanted to mix in lighter stuff to keep the blog from being grey and gloomy. By the way, I blog using an android and so I can't do much of anything, it won't even let me use paragraphs, that's why I separate using dots...... like that. I certainly can't load pictures anymore, but if you are wondering just how ugly am I, check out an old post of mine, October 17, 2008 called "This Way" I stumbled upon it and had forgotten about it, I was taking pictures while on a little hike with the ex and a friend, of course that's nine years ago so a whole lot uglier now lol. Maybe I should try to find a boyfriend with a seeing eye dog, I might have better luck.