Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Disconnect


  I am almost finished cleaning up the drafts section, this was a post that at the time, I didn't feel like completing.


 Many days I no longer feel connected to my mom. There's this woman who moved into my mother's body, she looks like my mom, she sounds like my mom but it's not my mom. I live close by but I come up with all kinds of excuses to not go see her as much as I could, because it's painful to see her that way and it only gets worse.

6 comments:

Ur-spo said...

yes
well said

Sooo-this-is-me said...

Dr Spo, you always have my back, you always understand, it's one of the reasons I admire you so much.

John Going Gently said...

You need to do what YOU need to do......
Be kind to yourself

Sooo-this-is-me said...

John, yes I try but there is a lot of guilt that comes with thinking about myself.

Anonymous said...

I wish I could give you a long and firm hug.

Sooo-this-is-me said...

RJ, I wish you could hug me too! :)