Connecting To

I still have to pinch myself, I knew I was heading towards a relationship but I did not see it happening so fast. I guess it is true when they say you can't plan these things. I want to say that I understand that this may not be the one, I know in a few weeks or months we may feel that it is not right for us. For now I want to take it one day at a time and just enjoy the moments, I have been working all my life to get here and I just want to live the moment and not worry too much about what tomorrow means for us. As a lot of you may have realized by now I tend to over think, over analyse everything and I want to just shut that romance killer down for now. It feels so strange, I am a whole person but now I am part of another whole, a connection to another person, a couple.

Everything is still going great between us, Dave is such a total romantic, he makes my heart melt at least three times a day. I spend a lot of time at his place, when I am not there he calls two or three times a day plus half a dozen emails. He tells me things like, he now believes in love at first sight, from the moment he first met me in the coffee shop. Strange how that is, when he first walked in I thought he was very handsome but I figured I had no chance with him, and now here we are. Last Friday I went there to spend the day with him, it went so well he asked me to stay and one day turned into four. He has many layers to his personality, I love that in a person. He has a very masculine side, he works in construction, drives a motorcycle in summer, even takes it to a race track sometimes, however he also has a very soft and loving side to him. He had us take a bubble bath by candle light, he keeps one of my T-shirts beside his pillow, he says because it has my sent on it, when I am not there he says it helps him to sleep. He is my total cuddle bear, we are always snuggling up on the couch together. He is a good cook and is spoiling me with awesome dinners where I am waited on like at a restaurant, when we sit down to eat, we always have to kiss before we start.

Dave is also very much a gentleman, we are slowly getting to know one another, and I mean that in every sense. We are taking our time with all things so no, it is not a wild sex fest. I would have to admit that I am more the aggressor at the moment, years and years of pent up sexual energy, 'lol' I think I may scare him sometimes! Toby the chastity cat also is hard at work, she interferes quite often, wanting to join in on the fun games. Her latest stunt was after getting into bed, she kept rolling her ball with flashing red and blue lights around the bed, it also makes a tinkling sound. I would be kissing Dave and suddenly burst out laughing, I told him I felt like we were being pulled over by the gay police with the red & blues flashing. He quickly hid the ball!

Like I said I may not be around that much for a while, I need to work on the real world now, this is what my blog was for and now it has accomplished what it was intended to do. Have a good week end everyone, I know I will!